Many talk, but they haven’t lived my life
Even if they put my shoes on, they wouldn’t survive
You don’t know what I seen through these eyes
I seen Hell take over in just one night
Too many touch a pipe, then it’s good night
Lost too many to the little smoke, why?
Lookin’ up to the sky askin’ God: Why?
Why you take my brothers (Up to the sky?)
Everyday I wake up—I count that as a blessin’
A lot up on my plate, so you know that I’m stressin’
Been more funerals than they have been weddings
Shit gets depressin’
I miss 'em on the daily
Thinkin’ of my brother boy, Matt like crazy
Remember all the times run amok when we were babies
When I had to go to your funeral, brother it breaked me
Start of 2020, yeah, it’s been crazy
Man eats a bat, now we stuck at home
We lose more to suicide every year—that’s something the media Don’t want you to know
Rest In Peace, Steven, and my brother, Akes
Your family loved you, and my heart aches
I put this work in to hope to make youse proud of me
I ain’t givin’ up, I hope youse lookin’ down at me
I’ll have people screamin’ for my autograph while I’m chilling on the 5-storey balcony
Big dreams, my brother you know I’ll make it happen
So keep them minds on me, keep them cameras flashin’
I ain’t goin’ back to my old ways—I won’t let it happen
I’m seekin’ for change; let my movement speak my actions
I look up to the sky
Miss my brother boys every day and every night
Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day
I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay
Ay
I look up to the sky
Miss my brother boys every day and every night
Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day
I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay
Ay
I’ve been feeling like I lost a plot lately
Feeling like the world’s just out here to break me
Rest In Peace...The life can get crazy
I cherish our memories that I’m havin’ on the daily
If you’re feelin’ alone, just hit me with a message
And I’ll pick up my phone
I’ve seen too many brothers walk down that road
It’s always the happy ones
And it breaks my heart
I wish I could’ve known that they felt left in the dark
I would’ve help them be the light and the spark
I don’t wanna see another brother pass
So spread that love and positivity, and make it last
I look up to the sky
Miss my brother boys every day and every night
Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day
I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay
Ay
I look up to the sky
Miss my brother boys every day and every night
Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day
I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay
Zero Emcee. I know sometimes you go through a hard time. But you know, there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Rest in peace, (?), rest in peace Akes, rest in peace, Steven, and rest in peace to my boy, Matty Harris