Make Me Numb

I'm breathing in smoke that can't make me numb
I'm drinking the waters that can't make me blind.
A feeling is stretching the net over me
It let me here
As I always stayed true
When no one was standing by me,
Praying for me
You had to keep this sad truth
That you knew I always would be
Faithful to me and all the things that I do.

Down to the city of fun
Closing my eyes I run,
I play this for fun
Under falling snow
Down to the breaking dawn,
Guns big gunning for love,
But they can't shoot my heart.

I strip off the bangles that hurt my wrists,
I slip from your hands, - fuck politics.
Which way to take  just red or dead 
All I had when I felt so helpless and bad.
I tried to find my thoughts in your heads,
Baby, you had
And everyone kept me mad
Burning all my childissness,
I couldn't speak less
But that's about sex