Bloody Evenings

I been thinkin bout the fucking thousand inner demons

They’ve been doubting my own meaning

I been shrouded in the heathens

I’m surrounded by the veil that got me battered by the beatings

Just let me bruise just let me scar

Just leave me bloody in the evening

I’m defeated by the fucking thousand other reasons

They’re dividing in my being

I’m abiding by the treason

It’s so violent when they’re preaching for the vibrant dream of lesions

I’ve been breathing with no pulse I barely think about the bleeding



Shift then crash everything’s so fast I can’t keep up with the dopamine I’m running out of tracks

All the trash I stash it’s bag with tax I’ve been in and out of consciousness I'm turning

Into ash

Don’t feel bad I’m a planned attack

I’ve been holding up the surface I'm a relic from the past

I’ve been holding all it back

I’ve been told I'm all it lacks

I’ve been holding on to things I'm really nothing but a mask



I been thinkin bout the fucking thousand inner demons

They’ve been doubting my own meaning

I been shrouded in the heathens

I’m surrounded by the veil that got me battered by the beatings

Just let me bruise just let me scar

Just leave me bloody in the evening

I’m defeated by the fucking thousand other reasons

They’re dividing in my being

I’m abiding by the treason

It’s so violent when they’re preaching for the vibrant dream of heathens

I’ve been breathing with no pulse I barely think about the bleeding


Shift then crash everything’s so fast I can’t keep up with the dopamine I’m running out of tracks

All the trash I stash it’s bag with tax I’ve been in and out of consciousness I'm turning into ash