pretender

I’ll pretend that it’s ok

Like everyone else

Drowning in my misery

Like it’s not so bad

I’ll just keep my distance from

Thoughts I won’t come back

I don’t wanna listen to

My soul it’s alright

I don’t wanna see the truth

No, thank you, I’m fine

I just wanna live like you

Don’t call me «lowlife»

Don’t wanna see your proofs

So lonely nights I

Don’t wanna listen to you



[Chorus: chasyy & 
nineteen95]

Lost myself on purpose

'Cause I 
don’t like
Don’t like

What’s my soul hiding

I just wanna let it go


Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Well I know my tears

Never fix my fears

And my wounds won’t heal

If I’ll be like this

I’m alone right here

And no

No one hears

For how many years?

I forgot fuck this
Damn I feel alone I can’t help it

Is it just a thing you ever heard before? Yeah

You think I’m selfish (Yeah, I’m selfish)

But I’m just tryna find my way to restore

I don’t want you to be on my home screen no more

You don’t want me to leave because you scared to be alone

I just wanna let it go (I just wanna let it go)

I just wanna let it go (I just wanna let it go)
Yesterday I saw you in a bad dream

And I’m not feeling secure

I told you all I ever felt now we don’t talk anymore

You know I kept my word before you just slammed that door

Now I’m just stuck in my head

It doesn’t feel like love

Ok, I feel sick

Different time zones

I can’t sleep

With my eyes closed

Got slurred speech

With no drugs

I hate you

But I love us

Can’t make a move

I’m so scared

Got lucid dreams

I see nightmares

I’ll pretend

That it’s ok

Let’s pretend

That it’s ok
I’ll pretend that it’s ok

Like everyone else

Drowning in my misery

Like it’s not so bad

I’ll just keep my distance from

Thoughts I won’t come back

I don’t wanna listen to

My soul it’s alright

I don’t wanna see the truth

No thank you, I’m fine

I just wanna

Live like you

Don’t call me «lowlife»

Don’t wanna see your proofs

So lonely nights I

Don’t wanna listen to—, yeah